All I need to do is be with myself

I am feeling a little off

I like the white space that let's me pour

all that I am feeling onto it

the mind wants to run away

and I keep on pulling it back

to here

to the sensations in the body

to let myself feel what I am feeling

I am feeling like I am blank

like empty space

like there's nothing

no plans, no ideas

no escapes

like I am just here

there's nothing to do

nothing to be

nothing to get

like I don't need anything

nothing at all

like I am just here

ready to give

but not sure what or how

there are no goals, no paths

I am just here

like waiting to be called

waiting for directions

waiting for my intuition to speak to me

I am listening

in the meantime

I am here, in the empty space

where all I need to do is be with myself

and through that, it will be revealed

the life I am craving to live